Volar's Rush

Last week, I realized that I do nothing but sit on my can at the office all day.

The thought just kind of benevolently floated into my head as I was typing in Colbent, and it actually startled me enough to look around at my fellow co-workers.

What I saw absolutely terrified me.

Most of the women who are older than myself have no fashion sense and are disgustingly obese. What's more, they don't care, either. One woman in particular, I noticed, frequently brings in "snack foods" like bags of candy and cookies. In order to quell the boredom of working in a call center, she sits at her desk and, well, eats. All day long.

I know that behaviour like that is relatiely common, however, it bothered me. It bothered me so much, in fact, that I got a gym membership. I decided, upon seeing that occur, that I will never get to be that overweight. If staying in shape means that I have to bust my ass every single day, then so be it, I will.

Like Lisa has been telling me for years...it's not like I'm fat, I just need to tone a bit. She was actually right. I haven't been working out for that long, but my legs look a lot nicer now.

Also, the fact that I'm paying $20 a month is extra motivation, as well. If I'm paying for it, then I'm damn well going to use the services provided :D

I actually enjoy exercising a lot, too. I always have, I mean, it's not like I'm a lazy person, I just lack motivation. And now I have motivation, so I can spend three hours at the gym without distraction.

Also, free tanning, so I can look hella Italian :D

( 100 facts about me, stolen from Ty. )

So in a shocking display of change, I had ONE beer on New Year's. I was honestly too distracted by the responsibility of babysitting my drunkass boyfriend and his freshly married, drunkass friend as well. The freshly married fellow was talking about trying to find someone to hook up with at midnight, and I had to remind him that he was married, which led to "I'm really depressed, I didn't get to kiss my wife at midnight."

So Greg and I watched Blood Brothers videos from about like 11:30-11:55, and we rang in the new year by kissing to Dir en Grey's Obscure, which was interesting, as everyone was very frightened of the song. Greg went to drive his friend back to his car, and we got McDonald's before heading back to my apartment.

He begged me to get him chicken, so I did, and once inside, he passed out on top of it(after several attempts at getting me naked, which failed miserably.) I tried to throw away the nuggets at least three times, but he YELLED at me every time I tried to take them away from him and said he'd eat them. But he kept falling asleep on top of the food. It was really frustrating. After I finally managed to take them away, he then proceeded to YELL, at one on the morning, that he wanted to watch Rocko. Mind you, my roommates are trying to SLEEP. I eventually got so pissed off that I told him to shut the fuck up or go home, so he was quiet, finally.

Tonight I plan on getting drunk, however, with older friends from work. I'm sick of the high school bullshit that happens at parties, now. I'm smarter than this, I'm above this fucking drama. I'm done. I don't want to deal with immature people anymore.

Ugh.

I'm heading to the gym ._.

http://www.songmeanings.net/songs/view/3530822107858629828/

I identify quite strongly with that song. Does that make me an egoist?

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It's new years eve and I'm bored as hell. I was going to go to my uncles but changed my mind. I'm hungry so I'm gona go out.

E Nomine is sooo good.

That's all.

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I kind of want to start a costume for Lucy from Elfen Lied. The outfit that I want to try and do is THIS one. I thought of a way to do it and have it less slutty/able to wear to a con. I'm going to take a leotard and make it look like it's completely made of bandages. It's going to take a lot of gauze but I think I can do it. I'll need some help getting that shit on, though, and I'm not too sure how it'll look once I try it out. There may be too many layers of gauze that would make me look like a mummy. Like...too thick? *is having trouble explaining*

If it looks right, I can get creative with the blood makeup. That's my favourite part.

I like dressing up like scary things. Some of the stuff I did with the nurse is influencing this idea. I'm trying to think of how to make the blood look pretty?

The helmet looks easy enough, need to look for a suitable material for it. Styrofoam and acrylic could work in a pinch, but I might not need to do that if the horns come out all right. All I need for those is a metal a little bit thicker than aluminum foil that isn't all shiny so I can paint it without it looking like shit.

I could make the blood splatters in the shape of thousands of Vector(? can't think of the name right now) arms. And then a spray of blood on top of that. One arm completely coated.

Wig, check, perfect one on lightinabox.

I can be groooosss! Yay!

I missed the Winter solstice. I didn't realize it passed until the next day. Oh well I get one more next year and then on the 2012 the world will end...lolz. How many people think the world is going to end 12/21/2012? To be precise 12/21/12 at 11:11 Pm universal time, Not me. What's going to happen on that date is the sun is going be directly aligned with the center of the milky way for the first time in 26,000 years. So we know its happened before and the earth is still here so yeah I'm not worried. http://www.usatoday.com/tech/science/2007-03-27-maya-2012_n.htm