Volar's Rush

I am who I am. I have done what I have done. No words can persuade. No apology can be taken. I am not Superman, I cannot turn back time in a blink of an eye. I can only use the time I have left. I am not asking for you to forget nor to forgive, but I only request that you hear me out and know that I am sorry for the way things have become. I am not latched on by my mistake, and history will not repeat. I am sorry, and I still love you.

I have completed my Final Fantasy I collection of the American releases. The recent addition is the original NES version. :)

I is so happy.

Unemployment!!! Woohoooooooo!!!!

Aerith
Squall
Rinoa
Seifer
Yuna
Balthier

Enjoy

I've been told that I never update.

So here is my update.

So I just recieved the third Black Mages album today in my mail. It is called Darkness and Starlight (references to Aria di Mezzo Carattere, and is also the title track on this album).

And the album just blows my mind. It is an absolute wonderful piece of work and I applaud all the work the band has put into this.

Meaghan was in the emergency room last night.

She almost died.
I smiled.

Red Mage
Black Belt

Enjoy.

Knight - Final Fantasy (next to Fighter)

Zidane - Final Fantasy IX

Rydia and Edge - Final fantasy IV

Coming up: Ninja, Magitek Armor, Airships galore, Cloud Strife.

am i doin it rite?

The party departs
Celes
Terra
Locke
Setzer
Right shot
Back shot
Front shot
Left shot
Aerial shot

Enjoy

I stole this shiznit from Gale.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Walk the Great Wall of China
2. Marry my true love
3. Take a piss (because having a full bladder won't be good when you die)

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Shilo
2. Volar
3. Omicron

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. CloudyVolar
2. BZPOmicron
3. Omicron Xero

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My hair
2. My voice
3. My eyes

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. German
2. British
3. Filipinon

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Being alone
2. Failure
3. What would happen to those I love if I were gone

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Wallet
2. Cell Phone
3. Glasses

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Grey undershirt
2. blue jeans
3. boxers

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. 12 Stones
2. Ra
3. Godsmack

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. "Finding Myself" - Smile Empty Soul
2. "Let Go" - 12 Stones
3. "Lust for Blood" - Gackt

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Respect
2. Playfulness
3. Romance

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
1. I have a job.
2. I have 2 tattoos and plan on getting my third soon
3. I am a former radio disc jockey

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Eyes
2. Smile
3. Hair

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Video games
2. Lego
3. Eating

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. See Meaghan
2. Hop on a plane to Hong Kong
3. Drink some beer?

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. Photography
2. Radio Broadcasting
3. TV Broadcasting

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Japan
2. Shanghai
3. Phillipines

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. Shilo Jr.
2. Sheila
3. Shilo Jr. Jr.


THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. I have those times of months
2. I freak out when I break a nail
3. I really have no traits whatsoever.

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. I am extremely perverse
2. I can care less
3. I have a penis

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. Jesus Christ
2. Stalin
3. Guy who plays Jesus Christ

So right now I am doped up on like Red Bull and Coke because I have to do a paper on a poet, which is due several hours from now.

I haven't been able to do it because lack of internet prevented me from doing actual research, and I don't really have time to be hanging around school all day in the library.

Of course not the first time I do this. I should say my extensive nightly hours first started back when I was enrolled at New England Institute of Art in Boston (technically Brookline). I used to spend nights in the studios working on crap. Then I have classes in morning, Then I sleep after that.

And I guess it has grown on to me. face it, I am a college student. I spend my days up all night and sleeping during the day when I can.

And Meaghan always wondered why I sleep all the time. :P

Hugs and Kisses,

Shilo aka Volar

Yes I am updating this livejournal of mine because I fuckin feel like it.

First and foremost, HEY THERE.

Second, yes I still live.

Third, I am busy with school and other things. I have no job still.

Fourth, I have had no internet at home for like 3 weeks so I use the school's (which is why I am on). Supposedly I shall have it back today.

Fifth, I love you guys.

That is all.

-Shilo aka Volar

I am on Kotaku <<<<< Click

However I am confused.

1. That pic is 2 years old
2. Pic is from a local store event in celebration of Halloween (with cosplay)
3. Has nothing to do with the fuckin article

And plus, out of all Cloud cosplays, why was my crappy beta version chosen to be displayed? :P

So I make custom trainer sprites for fun. Started out for a "fanfic" so to speak, and then I just made more. I have made myself as a gym leader, then I made more characters. Figured to share some with you guys.

If anyone would like a custom trainer sprite, just comment with looks, colors, Pokemon dream team (basically what you want), and I could make one for ya. :D

Just came back home from Boston.

First things first: FUCK YOU MICHIGAN!

Anyways I spent Thursday and Friday with Meaghan. Friday we went to Downtown Crossing in Boston to find a fabric store but was unable to locate it, even after calling up Astro (my apologies if I woke you up, you sounded pissed :P ) for directions. So after much heat and frustration, we went to Chinatown instead for McDonalds. :D

And then she wanted pork buns. And when she bought them, we found a fabric store. But sadly it didn't have her fabric. Then we went back to her place and just relaxed and watched House of Flying Daggers.

And then I drove home. The Pike is full of idiots.